Tegami no. 223

The once in a blue moon random update :D
I wonder if anyone reads here anymore..haha.

Today i just finished watching 'Nodame Cantabile'~
No wonder so many ppl recommended it, its a really funny and inspiring drama XD
Like how Prof Auclair would ask, " What and why are you playing the piano"?...
Hmm. I use to ask myself this question very often last year at the point when I just graduated..Not abt the piano.But what am i doin.
Felt quite lost at tt point of time eh..hees.
Frustrated, but didnt rush for an answer.
I finally realized something;the purpose that could keep me goin,to continue forward at this pace :)
Just as a musician would yearn for the audiences' applause, i suppose I would work towards my efforts being applauded at. haha.
Although i hate appraisals *nvrdoneb4* , my first appraisal was kindof a 'fruitful' one?.. ^^
I might be getting what i was really looking for in a job! yays~ gogogo!
So far so good..
please lemme pass my stats! >.< BAKA!

But this week ive been feeling a little moody, because my plan might go down the drain..fufu
本当行きたいよ～
And tt question of ppl asking : is japan really tt good to make me leave for good ?~
maybe a few months or last year.Yes , i would definately waver at the thought of gettin to live there and breathe nippon XD
But now, its abit different not the country but me i suppose.
like..What can i do when i get there?! lol.
Tts the difficult part.
Anyways i'm slowly getting used to the fact that I cant just leave things here for good and pack for there isnt it?.. :D
Ttz why I figured out holidays to Japan might be the nearest I can get to tt initial dream~
who knows.things might change in the future ne~

I think it is a blessing to be able to wear what I feel~
So.. i have a goal to achieve before the end of this year~
I have..unfortunately taken this long.. XD

All ze best then!